Writer’s note: The following story is 100% true
THE DRIVE
The drive to Austin was 8 hours in good weather. Today it had been raining, and it was going to be 11 hours in the car, by arrival time.
I was acutely aware of how long the car ride had been so far, for several reasons. The biggest of which was the overly-tight pair of pink sissy panties, currently cutting into me. I had been given the freedom to pick the panties of my choice for this drive, and I had purposely picked them to be tight. I wanted to be reminded of them all the way down, the results were not disappointing.
In the car with me was Goddess Kimberly. She was as excited for the trip to session with Madame Vega as I was. I could see her face light up as she typed on her phone, and I immediately knew who she was texting with. She didn’t save the surprise, but rather turned to me and smiled when she finished. Through her smile (that seemed to be growing as she spoke) she informed me that whenwe finally reached the room tonight, she and Madame Vega had decided that I would be edged to the point of orgasm 5 times. Then my frustrated sissy clipty would be locked away for further use tomorrow. I had no expectations that I would be cumming on this day, the day before session, but the number of times I would be taken to the edge sent a little shock through my pink panty covered clipty.
When we reached the room, Goddess Kimberly and I were both exhausted from the drive, but we were also quite sleepless. I knew by the glint in her eye that she was going to enjoy taking me to the edge. She used a small handheld massager and did exactly that, over and over, for about an hour.
My clipty is NEVER allowed to be hard, and I can maintain a soft state, almost to the point of orgasm. Goddess Kimberly could easily tell when I was close to cumming because of that, and she worked me up and back down five times. I was ready to explode by the end of the process, but I knew that a clIt’s exploration of orgasmic bliss would not be my fate tonight. That fact sank in a little deeper as she locked on the chatity device.
Goddess Kimberly was obviously quite excited to have teased me for so long. I realized exactly how much as she tossed the chatity keys to the side and stripped off her own panties. She crawled up my body towards my face, and right before lowering her pussy onto me, turned around to face my feet. She had her own full out orgasm within a minute. A very wet orgasm.
“Don’t stop until I get up Princess,” she commanded, as my tongue continued, I didn’t dare slow down. Goddess Kimberly can orgasm for hours if she chooses to, but I would guess she stopped and crawled off of my face after about 30 minutes. I was trying to count her orgasms, and I counted a dozen for sure. My campy strained in it’s cage this entire time. Worshiping Goddess Kimberly’s pussy always makes me excited, and the fact that I was locked up and edged added an even higher levelto my sissy girl bliss. .
When she was finished with my tongue, she turned back around and collapsed in the bed beside me. We slept solidly until morning, exhausted for the drive, and excited for the day to come.
STARTING SESSION DAY
My head was swimming when I weke. My campty was straining in its cage all night long, but as it always does, eventually got tired of pushing against metal without being able to grow. It was setting back in to be the true soft sissy climate it was born to be as the day got underway.
Goddess Kimberly and I spent our day with a trip to the adult store, and then took a trip around town. As this trip was intended to be completely in sissy mode for me, I had packed no boy underwear. I thought of the pretty panties covering my locked clipty quite often that day. Even though I felt arousal, my clipty stayed soft in its cage, for the most part. I was pleased with this bit of clipty obedience. Tonight’s session would mark 50 days since I wasallowed to stroke like a boy, or have any kind of penetrative sex. My clientty rarely got hard now, but it was becoming so sensitive. I knew it wouldn’t be long and any level of hardness would be a thing of the past.
SESSION BEGINNINGS
Goddess Kimberly watched and plotted as I laid out several toys for the session, and most of my sissy wardrobe. I had brought far more than could Even consider wearing, just like a good girl would!
Madame Vega arrived early in the evening, and the three of us went for a quick dinner. My nerves were off the charts now, and I was thinking of all the clothes laid out in the room and how I longed to slip them on my body and become their perfect little sissy girl to use and play with.
When we arrived back at the room, Madame Vega looked over my outfits and picked a pink teddy that was seen through, aside from the padded breasts. She also selected a pink pair of sissy panties with a mesh heart on the back. I quickly slipped these on, as well as a beautiful purple wig. I looked in the mirror, and saw Divina, my inner sissy, staring back. The truth was she had been there all day, and most of the previous day. Divina was in control now, and I was no longer forced to pretend to be a boy.
STARTING THE SHOW
Madame Vega had promoted this session on her snap chat, and was going to stream much of it live to her members. I loved that she was using me in the manner.
Confession: I have a fantasy to be used as a sissy slut to make the two of them money, enter themselves, their friends, etc … Being used and exposed to the world as the sissy girl I long to be pure heaven to me. I love that she allows me to call her Madame, because what I truly want is to some day be her little sissy slut to pimp out.
We started the show with a live snap chat interview. Madame Vega quizzed me about my hopes for the session, and any fears. I knew as I spoke into the phone cam that I was being watched by others, and my clittle suddenly was a little overwhelmed with the excitement. It grew greatly in it’s cage, but had been locked long enough the struggle did not last long. It quickly reverted to it’s true clipty form.
I also took quick note that almost all of the blinds in the corner suite were open. I wondered if anyone would notice the activity in the room and watch. I had a second of nerves over this, but the twinge of excitement over my possible exposure quickly overrode them. The duality of my male “shyness” vs the sissy in me that longs to be publicly shown off created a very powerful feeling in my brain, and took me a little deeper down the rabbit hole, even before we had fully started to play.
BEING A USED AND EXPOSED SISSY
Madame Vega had me crawl around the room to put things exactly where She wanted them as she and Goddess Kimberly relaxed and discussed the session. The physical parts of the session stated with a spanking. Madame Vega bent me over a challenge lounge in the roomand reminded me of the price of resistance and failure. She switched between implementations, and even broke a brush on my sissy ass at one point. I took one quick look at Goddess Kimberly during this event and saw the smile on her face. I knew how hot she must be getting watching this. I also knew Madame Vega was sending clips of this to her snap chat gold members. My head was exploding as I was sinking deeper and deeper. Letting Divina eliminate more and more of the boy resistance. It was almost completely gone now.
For the next few hours much of my time was spent going around the room for various tasks, and the tone for that was being set now. “Tits out Divina,” is a phrase I was reminded of often. I was also coached to keep my panties properly fixed, like a good slut. The expectations that my manners would be those of a Complete sissy were being set in stone as the session started. Any resistance to being the dirty sissy girl possible was slipping away.
Next came thecoin game. Madame Vega placed 8 coins on the floor and instructed me to put all 10 fingers on the glass patio door. I stood there up against the glass door, fully in view to the outside world. While keeping all 10 fingers on the glass, I was required to slip a coin under each finger. I failed once, dropping the coins to the floor, and was spanked in front of the door for it.
Eventually I succeeded, and was essentially “locked” against the glass by my fingertips holding the coins. Madame Vega then delivered yet another spanking, keeping me against the glass for the world to see, and making me confess to her all my dirty thoughts of and hopes for complete sissification.
I once again knew large parts of this session were being broadcast live to an audience as it happened. I kept forgetting that fact, then remembering it. So hot! So mind bending! I was exposed to the window. I was being watched online. I wanted this more than anything now! I wanted the world to see the sissy Iam becoming! I wanted to be the dirty girl I could possibly be!
UNLEASHING THE DIRTY GIRL WITHIN
At this point, the night had been quite the experience already. I had dropped so far into a sissy headspace that I was now swimming in “tits out” bliss. It was taking its toll though, and I was beginning to wear down just a bit. Then came the magic words. “You have been a good girl tonight Divina, and you may remove your cage and use the Hitachi on your sissy clipty.”
Heaven was here for me.
I gratefully removed my chatity device (it has been on for most of 24 hours at this point) and touched my clipty with the vibrating wand.
My mind explored. The arousal I was experiencing in my mind, now flooded my body as well. The dirty thoughts started to form. My breasts pushed out. My clipty felt so good to touch, but it stayed limp and the pleasure flowed through it.
I am grateful I was allowed this boost, because things were about to go up a notch!
“Davina, take the black suction cup dildo, and crawl out onto the patio. Suction cup the dildo to the patio door, and give it the blowjob of a lifetime until you are told to stop.” Madame Vega smiles as she issued those instructions.
My body began to obey before my mind could even think of resistance. I made note of this in my own mind, as this kind of obedience is what I long to give.
I crawled onto the patio and noticed for the first time that the walls of the patio were plexiglass and could be seen right through. I didn’t care though. I was a toy for Goddess and Madame to use, and I would carry out my assignment.
I stuck the cock to the glass door and began to suck it and lick it. I noticed through the glass that inside the room, Madame Vega was once again broadcasting me to the world on snapchat. I rubbed my now free clipty just a little faster. The arousal continued to make me feel sooooo dirty, and I lost track of time sucking the cock. I was sure now there mustbe a crowd watching me from behind. I didn’t care though. I loved every second of my hot and dirty exposure.
Eventually I was allowed to return inside, but my adventures with the cock were not over. I was commanded to take it into the bathroom and suction cup it to the side of the tub. Then I was instructed to start fucking my sissy fuck hole with it. Going up and down and giving Goddess Kimberly and Madame Vega a full sissy fuck hole show. I noticed this too was being broadcast live.
At this point everything came together. I knew THIS was who I was meant to be. I knew that my commitment to be slowly transformed to a true sissy girl was the right one. At that moment I wanted to never put boy clothes on again. To learn to fuck and suck cock anywhere and any time. To be Goddess Kimberly’s perfect sissy cuckold.
I wanted to show them both what a dirty girl I could be. I was inspired! When I was finally allowed to stop taking the cock in my fuck hole, I fell to my knees.The cock was in my face, and I did the thing I was drawn to do. I put my mouth on the cock that was just in my fuck hole. I gave it yet another dirty blow job as I thought of what a dirty slut I was becoming.
Eventually, I was allowed to hump to orgasm for Goddess and Madame as I confessed all my dirty sissy desires for the future. I was grateful for the orgasm, but I was so deep in subspace, Even post orgasm, I still wanted to be their sissy. It was becoming very, very, real.
FINAL THOUGHTS
To say that this session was an epic event, would be the understanding of a lifetime. I loved everything about it, but I especially loved the way it inspired me. I want to do this again. I want to go deeper into full sissification. I want to be a girl, and a dirty one at that.
As Madame Vega left, I cleaned the room. Eventually Goddess Kimberly and I crawled into bed. I saw her looking at me with a hunger in her eyes. The session had made her as hot as it had me. “I hope your tongue saved some energy Divina”, she said as she crawled onto my face with her wet and dripping pussy. “No matter what happens, don’t stop until I say.” Her first orgasm was almost instant. Her second a few seconds later … I knew the night was still far from over.
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