THIS IS WHAT I HEARD JUST BEFORE BEING GANG RAPED BY THREE “FRIENDS”. IT WAS 1993, AND I WAS 2ND YEAR AT A LOCAL JUNIOR COLLEGE. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ON THE FEMININE SIDE, AND COMING FROM A SMALL TOWN IN N. CAL., I WAS USED TO THE NAME CALLING, AND HUMILIATION FROM MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASSMATES. I \’VE ALWAYS WORN ALOT OF JEWELERY, FEMININE STYLE CLOTHING, PAINTED MY NAILS (CLEAR), AND AVOIDED, DUE TO THE LACK OF INTEREST, IN SPORTS, GUY TALK, AND JUST HANGIN. I WAS ALWAYS MORE COMFORTABLE WITH GIRLS. I THINK I SHOULD HAVE BEEN BORN A GIRL. LET ME ADD THAT I’M NOT A FLAMING FAG. I CAN PASS AS A STRAIGHT GUY…JUST ALITTLE ODD. AFTER HIGH SCHOOL, SINCE MY WORLD WAS EXPANDING, I BEGAN CROSS-DRESSING IN MY OFF WORK/SCHOOL TIMES. I GOT TO THE POINT THAT I WENT OUT IN PUBLIC, AND PASSED AS A GIRL. NOW, I ADMIT THAT BY THE START OF COLLEGE I HAD GONE A LITTLE OVER THE TOP WITH MY WARDROBE, BUT I THOUGHT I WAS OK.
THE SCHOOL YEAR HAD JUST STARTED, AND FOOTBALLSEASON HAD BEGUN. I HAD FORMED AN ALLIANCE WITH A FEW GUYS THAT WERE IN ONE OF MY CLASSES. THEY SEEMED FINE. FOR THE SHORT TIME I KNEW THEM, THERE HAD BEEN NO PROBLEMS.
SINCE THE FIRST GAME OF THE SEASON WAS A HOME GAME, WE ALL DECIDED TO GO. AFTERWARDS THERE WAS TO BE A HOUSE PARTY NEAR THE SCHOOL, SO WE WERE TO GO THERE AFTERWARDS.
FRIDAY NIGHT WE WENT TO THE GAME. HAD A FEW DRINKS PRIOR, SNUCK A FEW IN, IT WAS A GOOD TIME. ONE OF THE GUYS, RICK, HAD ON OCCASION, RIBBED ME ABOUT MY “GIRLIEGIRL MANNERISMS”, BUT IT ALWAYS SEEMED TO BE IN JEST. ANY WAY, AT HALFTIME, I HAD TO GO TO THE RESTROOM. RICK HAD TO GO ALSO, SO WE WENT DOWN TO THE CONCESSION AREA. THE MENS ROOM WAS TYPICAL. I WENT IN, AND AS ALWAYS, ENTERED A STALL TO PEE. I HAVE ALWAYS SAT TO USE THE TOILET…JUST HABIT. WELL, UNBEKNOWNST TO ME, RICK HAD WENT INTO THE STALL NEXT TO MINE. NOT THINKING ANYTHING I PULLED MY PANTS DOWN, AND AS USUAL, I WAS WEARING A PAIR OF SILK BIKINI PANTIES, BLUE AND WHITE.BEFORE SITTING I SLID THEM DOWN TO MY PANTS, AND DID MY BUSINESS. I DIDN’T KNOW IT BUT RICK HAD NOTICED THE PANTIES. ON OUR RETURN BACK TO OUR SEATS, EVERYTHING WAS AS USUAL. ONCE BACK THOUGH, I COULD FEEL SOMETHING WRONG IN THE AIR. RICK, AND THE OTHERS WERE BEING VERY SECRETIVE. WHISPERING, LOW LAUGHS, AND POSTURING AWAY FROM ME. I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST THE ALCOHOL, BUT THEIR DEMENOR TOWARDS ME SHIFTED TO SARCASM, JOKES ABOUT ACTING GIRLY. I FIGURED I’D JUST SHRUG IT OFF. I WAS USED TO IT.
AFTER THE GAME, WE HEADED FOR THE PARKING LOT, AND ON THE WAY, IT STARTED. OFFERS TO HOLD MY HAND WHILE WALKING, LITTLE REMARKS ABOUT THE WAY I WALK…SWISH. MY CUTE BRACLETS. I FIGURED THEY WERE DRUNK AND JUST TEASING ME. I HAD NO IDEA THAT THE PANTIES WERE RICKS, AND THEIR, BREAKING POINT. .IN THE CAR TO THE PARTY, I FELT ALIENATED, AND WAS BEGINNING TO GET A LITTLE SCARED.
WE HAD BEEN AT THE PARTY FOR A SHORT TIME, WHEN STEVE, ONE OF THE OTHERS, SAID WE SHOULD GO OUT TO THE BACK AND TAKE A FEW HITS. THE FOUR OF US DID JUST THAT. THE HOUSE WAS IN A KIND OF RURAL AREA, SO VENTURING OUT BACK TOOK US OUT TO A SECLUDED AREA OF TREES. MY “FRIENDS” WERE NOW, NOT ONLY VERBALLY TEASING ME, BUT WERE GETTING A LITTLE AGGRESSIVE WITH ME. STEVE AND JEFF KEPT TRYING TO GET ME TO TAKE OFF MY BRACLETS, TO LOOK AT THEM. RICK STARTED PUTTING HIS ARM AROUND ME, AND PUSHING UP NEXT TO ME. THIS WENT ON FOR A FEW MINUTES, AND I SAID, WE OUGHT TO GET BACK. THEN IT REALLY BEGAN. RICK SAID, “DON’T GET YOUR PANTIES IN A WAD”. STEVE AND JEFF, LET OUT THAT RICK HAD TOLD THEM, AND NOW THEY WANTED TO SEE FOR THEM SELVES. THE MORE I TRIED TO WALK OUT OF THE LITTLE AREA WE WERE IN, THE MORE DEMANDING THEY GOT ABOUT SEEING MY PANTIES. FINALLY, HOPING TO END THE ONSLAUGHT, I SAID OK. I OPENED MY PANTS, AND LOWERED THEM JUST ENOUGH TO REVEAL THE TOP OF THE BIKINI. THE LOOK ON THEIR FACES WAS ONE OF DISBELIEF. THEN IT TURNED TO A LOOK OF BETRAYAL, OR ANGER. I HADN’T GOT MY PANTS FASTENED YET WHEN I FELT RICK GRAB ME FROM BEHIND. “HE WANTS TO BE A GIRL”! HE SAID LOUDLY. “YA KNOW WHAT WE LIKE TO DO TO GIRLS?” AND BEFORE I KNEW IT. STEVE AND JEFF GRABBED MY FEET AND PULLED ME UP OFF OF THE GROUND. JEFF KEPT CONTROL OF MY KICKING, RICK WAS HOLDING MY NECK FROM BEHIND, AND STEVE WAS DOING HIS DAMNEDEST TO PULL MY PANTS OFF. THE WHOLE TIME I WAS FIGHTING TO GET LOOSE, ALL I HEARD WAS…”SO YA WANNA BE A GIRL? THEN WE’RE GONNA FUCK YA!” RICK HELD MY HEAD TIGHT, AND SAID RIGHT INTO MY EAR…”I’M GONNA FUCK YOU LIKE A WHORE.” I FELT COLD ON MY LEGS AS MY PANTS WERE PULLED OFF, AND I FELT MY BODY YANK TOWARDS JEFF AS HE TORE THE PANTIES OFF. I ROLLED TO THE SIDE AS I WAS SLAPPED HARD ON MY EXPOSED ASS. STEVE DROPPED THE LEG HE WAS HOLDING, AND I HOPPED IN CIRCLES STILL IN PAIN. JEFF DROPPED MY OTHER LEG, AND GRABBED ME AROUND MY TUMMY. I WAS NAKED FROM THE WAIST DOWN, PLEADING TO BE RELEASED. RICKS GRIP TIGHTENED AROUND MY NECK. JEFF, WAS SHIFTING HIS WEIGHT TO GET ME ON THE GROUND, AND I COULD SEE STEVE BEHIND HIM, NEXT TO MY JEANS AND RIPPED PANTIES, UNDOING HIS PANTS. SCARED, HALF NAKED, AND OUT NUMBERED, I LET MYSELF GO LIMP.
RICK LET ME GO TO THE GROUND, AND JEFF STAYED RIGHT ON ME TO KEEP ME THERE. I HONESTLY COULD NOT BELIEVE WHAT WAS HAPPENING, AND WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. I HAD ALWAYS WANTED TO TRY THE GAY SEX THING, BUT NOT LIKE THIS! I FELT TOTALLY HELPLESS LYING IN THE DIRT. JEFF AND RICK STOOD OVER ME. THEIR VOICES SEEMED THE SAME. ALL I COULD HEAR WAS, “THIS FAGS GONNA SUCK MY DICK.” “I WANNA FUCK THIS GIRL HARD.” “HEY BITCH, YA WANNA SUCK MY COCK?” NOTHING SEEMED REAL AT THIS POINT. I WAS NUMB. I WAS LIKE IN A HAZE.
THE HAZE BROKE, AND REALITY SHOT BACK IN AN INSTANT. I LOOKED UPWARDS. RICK WAS BEGINNING TO SQUAT ONTO MY FACE. HIS PANTS WERE DOWN OR OFF. HE DROPPED TO HIS KNEES, AND LOWERED HIS NAKED CROTCH ONTO MY FACE. "YOU LIKE THAT, BITCH..FAG!” HE SAID, AS HIS BALLS AND ASS PRESSED ONTO MY FACE. HE BEGAN GRINDING ONTO ME. I FELT ONE OF MY LEGS GET PULLED AWAY FROM ME. JEFF WAS SPREADING ME OPEN FOR STEVE. I YELPED AS I FELT SOMETHING BEING SHOVED UP MY ASS. I COULDN’T BREATHE, AND IT BURNED BAD AS I TRIED TO PULL BACK, BUT I COULDN’T. RICK HAD SHIFTED DOWN, AND WAS TRING TO SHOVE HIS DICK IN MY MOUTH. JEFF WAS PULLING ME APART, AND STEVE WAS TRYING DESPERATELY TO SHOVE HIS DRY COCK UP MY ASS.
“STOP, STOP!” I PLEADED. “LET ME SUCK IT FIRST.” I DIDN’T WANT HIS DICK IN MY MOUTH, BUT IF IT WAS GOING TO GO IN ME, I NEEDED TO GET IT WET AND SLICK.
RICK GOT UP OFF OF ME, AND STEVE MOVED UP TO MY FACE. I SAT UP SLIGHTLY, AND ROTATED BOTH OF THEM. ONE THEN THE OTHER. JEFF WAS HOLDING MY LEGS APART STILL, AND TRYING TO FINGERBANG ME..I THINK.
TO THIS DAY, I DON’T KNOW HOW LONG IT WENT ON FOR, BUT QUITE AWHILE I GAVE IN, HELPLESS, AND LET THESE THREE GUYS TAKE TURNS AT ME. I KNOW ONE HAD CUM IN MY ASS, THE OTHERS? I DON’T KNOW. WHEN IT WAS DONE THOUGH, AFTER THEY DRESSED AND WALKED AWAY. I JUST LAID THERE FOR A BIT. LATER I PULLED MY PANTS ON. PUT MY RIPPED PANTIES IN MY POCKET, AND GOT A RIDE HOME FROM ANOTHER GUEST AT THE PARTY. TO THIS DAY, I HAVE THAT PAIR OF TORN PANTIES AS A REMINDER OF MY FORCED ADMITTANCE INTO GAY SEX.
I ONLY HAD ONE OTHER CONVERSATION WITH THOSE GUYS. A FEW DAYS LATER AT SCHOOL, THEY APPROACHED ME AND SAID THAT IF I TOLD ANYONE OR THE POLICE, THE NEXT TIME WOULD BE WORSE.
SINCE THEN, I’VE ENJOYED EVERY EXPERIENCE. I’M SURE SOME OF MY SEXUAL FANTASIES/BEHAVIORS STEM FROM THIS EXPERIENCE, THE BONDAGE, SPANKINGS, AND LIKING IT ROUGH AND DEEP. MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE THANKED THEM ;>
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