Hi! ella malayalee Chedathi / Aunty / Vidhava / Ammachi / Ammachi maarkkum, Kochi yil ninnum, 42 vayas, 5’ 8” uyaram, 9” kada-kole udamayude pranaamam sweetkarichaalum. (E-mail “jesolal @yahoo.co.in”) Eithu mattoru anubhavam: ithile Kunjhumol (Radio Khujhi) ente ayalvassi aakunnu. Ippol oru 36 vayassu prayam, 5’2”, 36-28-34 size, married, 2 kuttikal. Yi anubhavam available kalyanathinu munne aayirunnu; Naattil ethra pathiratriyil enthu nadannalum pittennu neram velukkumbol thanne adutha veedukalil vivaranghal podippum thonghalum cherthu Kujhumol ethikku mayirunnu; anghane jhanghal avale ‘Radio Kujhi’ ennu vilikkunnu.
Orikkal Onam school avadhikku ente bhaaryayum kuttikalum; avarude amma veetil aayirunnappol undaya anubhavamanu yini parayunnath. Velliyazhchakalile chithra getham, Sundayil cinema kanuvaan adutha veettukaar varumayiirunnu, aa koottathil onnam number radio kunji kkum aayirinnu; anghane onam special cinema kanuvan vanna radio + amma (yidakku ammaveettilekku poyi) appol radio kku illakkam thudanghi, kannu kanikkalum, aanghyam kondum, keezh chundu kadichum, iddakku jhondi yum anghane etthandu kambhi aaya nerathu pettennu karandu poyi; 5 minutes nerathekku karandu vannilla; (cinema oru aru bhoran aayirunnu); radio ozhike mattellavarum poyi, karandu varumbhol varaam; jhanum radio yum thanichayappol, chodhichu enthadi ninte radio nannai tunene aakunnille; kizhchundu kadichum, mula thadaviyum choodakki kondirikkunna thu kandallo; aval naanathode paranjhu, evidella am enthella aanu nokkunnathu, entha chechi yilla thathu kondanno, oru mood-out; rathriyil urangharille, enghaneyanu sanghathi thanuppikkunnathu; jhan chodhichu, ninakku pattumodi, chechiyilla thappol thanupichu tharaan; ninne motham onnu thirumi udachu levalakki tharaam; aa kaalinidyaile kadi nannayi maatti tharaam, enthu parayunnu.
Oh, jhanghal pavanghal aane, jhanghale veruthe vitteru, appurathe gulf kari Latha yeyo Sheebha yeyo matto ninghalkku cherunnathu. Ethra naalai jhan kothikunna kariyamannu chettanippol paraanjhathu; Ethra ethra divasaghanl chettante aa sadhanam entethil kuthi kettanathai swapnam kandu, ente viralittu viralittu jhan thanne maduthu. yippozhenghilum onnu chodhichallo, upakaramai. Seri athinu ennikkenthn tharum, jhan chodichu ETHINU, appol radio parajhu KOODEKKIDANNAL ennikku oru saree vaanghi tharummo; ninakku saree mathramalla bloomum, athiinadiyil ninte mulakalude kula odiyathirukkuvaan oru ‘kettu valli’ yum pettikottum thazhe neyappam pothiyaan oru ‘appa sanchi’ yum vaanghi tharaam, athinu yithinte ellam krithyamaya alavedukkanam; karandu varumbol amma yinghu varum, athinu munne enthannennu vachhal cheitho ente chakkara kutta, jhaneppazhe ready; vaa chetta, enikku vallathakunnu. Yiniyum smayam kalyunnathil arthamillennu thonni, Radio yeyum kooti bedroomil kayari kadakadachu, veliyil ninnum aarkkum sansayam onnum thonnathirikkuvan fronte main door thrannu thanne kidannirunnu.
Bedroomil kayariya udaane radio ente lunghi otta valikku azhicheduthu, dhoore erijhu, jhan jhatti + t-shirt; aval enne kettipidichu; ente t-shirt aval thanne azhicheduth, romam nirajha ente maaril avalude muham marthi umma vachum, nipple kadichu parichu enthokke yo pirupiruthu kondirunnu; yini jhan nokki ninnittu enthu kariyam; jhan avalude house coat nte koluthazhichu, thazhe ninnum melekkuyarthi, thalayiloode oori maatti; bra yude ulliil veerppu muttunna randu karikkukalum enne unmathanakki, avaleketti pidichu kontu bra yude hook viduthi, bra valichu dhoore yerinjhu, aa karikkukal random ‘dhum’ ennu ente maaril vannidichu, anghane thanne nannayi marthi avalude mulakale chappathi mavu kuzhachedukkunna maathiri kashakki udacheduthu, mula jhettukal chuvannu thuduthu, thottal palinu pakaram rakhtham varunna paravathilalkki, aval paranjhu, chetta nirthalle vedhanichalum nalla rasamannu, oh, enikku thazhe yum ethanandokke pole varunnu, chettaan te aa sadhanam kontu onnu koduthal mathrame adanghu. Aval petticotil ardha nagnayai nilkunnathu kaanan thanne nayana sukham; evaluate kaama pidappu koodiyappol, kujhi yude petticoat nte charadu valichazhichu, itha petticoat dhim thazhe veenu, adiyil panty yilla, kozhuthu thudutha thudakal vazhi vella colour le lava dhara yayi ozhukikondirunnu; petticoat kontu ava thudachu neekhi; shake cheyath kaadu kayariya poorinte chuvanna vidavil kanthu purathekku thalli ninnirunnu, adhel kaivella kontu nannayi thirumi jhuradi, Kunji kidannu jheli piri kondu; ente cheese, verudhe kambhi aakkathe onnu adhichu ketti tha… amme…enikku vaiye…. Cheeeee tttttaaa.. onnu…nnu…..veee gham…oh cheerta. Kothipikkathe, adhichu thada kalla kutta, kaama kutta vada ente purathu kayari kalikkeda kunnachare, entammo enikku ethandu pole varunne… ah…ahh..ahh pinne vachu thmasippikkathe, ente jahty oori kunna ye avalude vaayil vachu koduthu, ice cream nunayunna pole, chappi valichu kondirunnu, avalude vaya nirachu kittiyittum porathe kidannu eembhi eembhi valichu avane ready aakki kidannu puliajhappol, avalude randu thudakalum nannai vidarthi, ente 9” kambhi parakondu, kujhi yude pooril vachu otta thallu thalli, poorinte juice olichiranghi nannai vazhu vazhu thirunnathinal, oru ethirppum thadasavum koodathe thanne, kunna muzhuvanum ullilayi. Enikku viswasikkan pattiyilla; jhan vijarichu slippayi veliyilayirikkum. Ennal muzhuvanum akathu thanne undayirunnu. Aval thazhe kidannu chandhi pokki pokki thalamelathjode adikkukayanu, palappozhum enne kaal speedily aval pondichu pondichu adichu adichu, oru 5 minutes il avalkku chandi pokki adikkan balamillathai; apozhekkum ente poorna sauryam vannirunnu; jhan oori oori ouori nanla uukkan kali kalichu koduthu, hammo mathichetto, ente naduvodinjhu poye, ente naduvodinjhu poye, ennikku mathiyaye; yi ulakka oori matto, kutta nirtheda, ente poorum pooradavum polyandjhu poye, random ippol onnai. Jhan speed ottum kurakkathe parannu parannu adichu koduthu idayil randu kaikal kondum kunjhi yude karikkukalum pizhinjhu valicheduthu; mula jhettil jhuradi Radio tunene chethu, athinnausarichu Kujhi yude rodhanavum band maatti maati vannirunnu; 15 minutes kunjhi 2 pravashyam koodi avalude ullile thairum kudam pottichirunnu; Pinne Vedhanayillum samthripthi yode kaliyil muzhvanayum sahakarichu; apozhekkum ente kuttanum ohkanikkuvan thonni; avalude aavashya prakaram; kuttane aval pooril ninnum oori kujhi yude vaayilekku vachu koduthu; aarthiyode aval valichu valichu ottum veliyil kalayathe kudichirakki. Avalude melekku otta veezhcha ayirunnu, aa mulakal il thalavachu kure neram kidannu randallum visramichu.
10 -15 minutes il aval ente kunna ye thottu thalodi vadi polakki eduthu, enittu melekayari yirunnu, ente kuttane avalude poorinullilakki ponghi ponghi adikkan thudanghi, thala thinanuusarichu avalude randu karikkin mulakalum thazhekkum mukhalilekkum thulli thulli yirunnu. 10 minutes il aval kuzhanjhu veenu, athe kidhappil avalude pooril ninnum kunna ye oorathe thanne jhan mukhalilayi, avalude randu kaalukallum muttu vare madakki marthi pidichu, aa parapooril adichadhichu sukhippichu, oru 5 minutesil kunna ye veliyileduthu, vellam kori ozhikkunna mathiri ente kunna paal avalude randu mulakaleyum kulippichu, aval mukalil ninnum ente veeryam avalude viyarpodu koodi nakki yeduthu, aval ente kunna ye vayilakki nakki vrithiyakki; randhalum chundhil chundu cherthu vayil sooshichurunna makkal oilmentukal angottum ingottum pakarnnu. 1 manikoornu shesham randalum onnichu kulichu, soap thechu, rasichu, kunichu nirthi purakiloode adichu, oori yeduthu valyil vayari niraye paal kudippichu thripthi yakki; aval veetilekku poyi; aval apozhathe nadappu kaanan nalla rasmaayirunnu; kaalindayil pooru pondhi veerthirunna thinal kaal adupichu vegham nadakkan pattillayirunnu. (Annu vaikittu vare karantu vanilla, etho maram odinjhu lane il veenu kambhi potti yathayirunnu).
Pittennu, amma raavile palliyil poyappol Kujhi pallu thechu kondu, stiram radio varthakalumai ethi; enghanundedi ninte poorinte veekham mariyo, yinnu onnoode adikhan pattumo, aval parajhu, onnalla chetta, chettanu mathi varum vare allengil amma palliyil ninnum varunnathu vare adicho; anghane thudar kadha pole 8 divasanghalilum raavile kali mudaghathe nadannu, ella divasavum urakal upayogichirunnu athinal podikkathe kuttan avalude poorinullil thanne chardhichirunnu. Kujhi paranjhu orikkal avalude vallechiyude ammavi appan perinnalinu vannapol, veethil kozhiyum kuppi yum undayirunnu; prayam nokkathe kaarnore vella madichu, enne vilichu thottu thalodi ente nikkar oori maati ayalude madiyiliruthi adiyiloode aa kizhavan te sadhanam ente pooril idichu kayatti, vedhanichappol ‘mindaruthu konnu kayalumennu ennu pedippichu,’ pinne benchil kidathi ente poorile paada pottichu ayal kalichu rasichu, bhodam illathe rakhthatil kulichu jhan kidannirunnu, annu ayal poyittu pinne vannittilla, 2 – 3 maasam kazhinjhapol ente vayattilundennu manasilai, amma urukko vaidhyarude authu kondupoyi, ayallum enne manikkoorukalolam palavidhathilum kalichu rasichu; ennalum ullil mulacha visha vithu urukki maatti thannu; athaanu chettan te ithrayum valiya kunna aayittum enikku kooduthal vedhanikkathe otta adhikkhu thanne muzhuvanum akathaayathu. Jhan chodhichu, urukku vaidhyare puinne kaanan poyittundo, aval paranjhu ayal aavashyam varumbhol idakkidakku varum; enne mathramalla amma yeyum ayal adichu urukki tharumm.
Ethanum divsanghalkku sesham, orudivasam, Radio out of order aayirunnu, pooril potential potatojhu kettiyirunna thinanal, kochaante vishappu maattan vaayilum mulakalilum adi maathram; athu kandu Kunjhi paranjhu, chetta, chetthan veetile kku chellu, avide ippol amma maathrme kanno; chettante kaariyam kushalakki amma tharum; jhan chodhichu, amma adikkan thorumodi, enghane kariyam parayum; oru valleymma; Kunjhi paranjhu, athonnum nokkenta, enghane valachedukkanamennu chettanariyamallo; orikkal chettante sadhanathinte valippam onnu khandal mathi, amma bakki vendathu cheytholum, vegham chellu nne.. Anghane jhan pathhiye avarude veetil chennu, amma allathe aarum illayirunnu; ariyamayirunnittum, piller enthe yennu chodichu, enikku irikkan kasera neekki yittu thannu; tee poy yude idakku kidanna kalipaattam yedukkan vanna amma yude kaiyil ente kulachu ninnirunna kunna ariyatha mathiri thattichu; pettennu avar onnu nirthi, sadhanam enthaanennu manasilayappol, keezh chundu kadichu vallatha oru chiri chirichu kanichu (lunghi yude adiyil onnum idathe yannu cherukkane nirthiyirunnathu); Mone nalloru uruppadi yanallo, kaiyilullathu; avan vegham thalachayikkumo atho sukhipikkumo, enghane… entha cheduthi orukai nokkunno; Kujhi yude amma oru 53 vayas, 46-40-48 size; kozhuthu thadicha madakkukululla vayarum, oru glass vellam nirayunna naphi kuzhiyum thulli thulumbunna chakka mulakalum; randu mannkalam kmazhthiya polathe kundi kalum, ellam koodi ethu kaamadevante kunnayum chaadi yenikkunna avastha; otta nottathil oru 45 vyas thonnikkum, chatta yum mundum vesham. Kunjhi eppol varumennarijhooda, mone namukku akathirikkam; jhan paranju aval ippozhemghum varilla, veetilekku poyi, ini kuttikalumai kalichu rasichirikkum; chedathi dhairyamai chadangukal thudanghikko.
Enne ullile muriylakki, avar adukkalayude kadhaku purathu ninnum pooti, main door iloode akathu vannu, kutti yittu; ente cheruppum akatheduthittu, ippol sahacharyam clean; aaru nokkiyalum veetil aarumilla, poti yirikkunnu; yi pennughalud oru vakhra bhudhi nokkanam; pooril adikkan saukariyam enghane venamennu, master degree aanellathinum. Ullil vannappol jhan lunghi azhichu kalajhirunnu, kulchu vadi yayi porinu nilkunna poraaliye khanda maathrayil thanne chedathi paranjhu, kollamalloda monke ithrayum naal jhangale onnum kaanikkathe evidence olippichirukka yayiirunnu; innu ivante veera parakramam onnu nokkatte; orikkal koodi kunna ye kayileduthu valachu pulachu balam parishodichu; thripthi yode, namukku thudangham; chatta oori maatti, entta mmo aa mulakalude kidapponnu kanendathu thanne aayirunnu; bra yude ullil pakuthiyum pakuthi kooduthalum veliyilunmai swasam mutti amarnnirikkuka aayirunnu; bra oru pratheka valuppathile thayirunnu, purakil hookinu pakaram neelathil charadukal thaichu cherthirunnu, otta valikku bra yude purakile kett azhichu mulakale swathantraakki; hai!. inter nettil allathe ithuvareyum ithrayum kozhuthu thudutha mulakale neril kandirunnilla; randu kaiyum kooti yittum orannam muzhvanum odhughiyilla; jhoriiuduthirunna mundhum azhichu matti, thazhe arinjhana chardil cherthu paala pole valiyoru thuni koondu thaar uduthirunnu; adhum chduthi thanne azhichu maati; bedil kidathi ente 9” x 5” kunna ye vaayilakki chappi thudanghi, jhan aa varikka chakka kale merukkanulla shramathilum muzhuki, mulathadam thanne valiya pappadathine kal valiya vritham undayirunnu, nipplukal oronnu 2- ½” valippam varum; chakka mulakale idichu pizhijhu, nipple mari mari vayilakki kadichu valichu kudichu; kozhu kozhutha dhravakam olichukonde yirunnu.
Nere thazhekku pokumbhol, avrude vayarinte madakkukal thadavan nanla sukhamayirunu, pokkil chuzhiyil naavu kadathi ikkili kooti, thudayidukkil patte vetti nirathiya romanghal kkullil medium size aamayude valuppathil aa parapoor muzhachu ninnirunnu, vidavinullil ninnu kaipathi valuppathil thadicha kaant veliyilekku thonghi kidannirunnu; oru viral kadathi, kozhutha juice kondu vazhuthi kidannirunna love tunnalil onnum aayilla, 2 kadathi, oohum, 3 kadathi, oohum, ethandu thairukalathil spoon ittilakkunna paruvam; onnum nokkiyilla idathu kai muzhuvanum ullilekku kadathi, anghu kai kuzha vare sukhamai kayaripoyi, 3 / 4 valvu kalil viralukal thadanjhu, kaaryamakkathe munnottum pirakottum kai muttu vare kadathi ilakki, sukham sahikkathe avar ava-sabhdhanghal undakki yirunnu, iniyum, hai iniyum, muzhuvanum kadathi ilakki uzhuthu marikkeda mone, idakku ullile kai viralukal onnu vidarthi ilakki, thallakku nilathum kidakkan pattatha avastha yayi; viral etho valvil thatti thurannu, vella paachil aayi, ekadesham oru glassily kollavunnathrayum veliyil chadichu; thallakku ethandu orumathiri aayirunnu; kithachu kondu oruvidhathil parajhu; nine samathicheda monke, nee kai kadathi ullil viralukal vidarthiyappol, aadhyamai kaliyude swargha sugham anubhavicheda monke; ninakku sukhichoda kutta. Jhan paranjhu, dha ivanippozhum pachaykkanu avanu vallathe deshyam aayirikkuka yannu; enthannu vachaal avante veedham anghu koduthekku, illel prasanamanu. Avar udane thanne avane vaayilakki kozhupichu, ennittu oruvasham charinjhu kidannu thannu, purakiloode poorinte randu paalikalum purathekku vidarnnirunnu; ente kadakol sidiloode vidakhtha mai adhinullil aakki, hips nannai irukki nanalla tight aakki thannu; viswasikkan kazhijhilla, kai muzhuvannum kadathi sukhamai kutti ilakkiya poorinullil 4.1/2” maathram khanamulla kunna onnumallayirunnu; ennal avarude vidhakhtha maya pannal anubhathinte velichathil, ethu sahacharyathilum ethu size kunnakal kku anusarichum poorinte bhithikal kku irukkam koottanum kurakkuvanum shtree kalkku kazhiyumennu avar padippichu thannu; ethandu 30 minutes nallairukkamulla kanni pooril adikkunna moodil thanne avarude para poorilum adichu kalichu koduthu.
Mone ithiladichathano kooduthal sukham atho Kunjhi yude cheria poorinano sukham thonniyathu; jhan paranjhu guha polyullathanelum cheduthi irrukki thannu pannichappol kochu pooril adhikkunnathinekkalum sukhamayirunnu. Jhanchodhichu Kunjhi ye kalichuvennar paranjhu; aarum paranjhathalla mone, jhan kandathayirunnu; annu onathinu karandu poyappol aval ozhike ellarum poyi, kure kazhinjhu jhan avale nokki vannappol, main door thurannu kidannu, aareyum kandilla; akathu ninnum avalude ochayum bhahalavum kettappol kariyam manasilayi; anghane jhan veruthe thaakkol pazhuthiloode nokkiyappol randallum nalla formil parannadikkuka aayirunnu; kurchu kazhinjhu aval monte kunna yeduthu chappithudachappol atthinte valuppam kandu, adhyam ente kannu thallipoyi, sari aano yennu veendum veendum nokki urppakki; appol thanne ente poorilum ilakkam thudaghiyathan; athonnu samippikkhan innanu avasaram kittiyathu; deivathinu sthothram paranjhu; Ninghalude kali jhan khanda kaariyam avalkkarijhooda. Annu vaikittu kalakathi akathi pathhiye varunnathu kandappazhe monte kaliyude ekadeshm oru idea kittyirunnu, yinnippol nerittanubhavikkanum pattiyallo; ellam oru yogam thanne; aval mikka divasavum raathriyil uranghathe kidannu viralitti kutti monte peru pirupirukkunnathu oru shiram pani aayirunnu; ippol athu kuranjhittundu; jhan raavile palliyil pokumbhol Kunjhi monte veetil varunnathum ninghal kalichu rasikkunnathum ennikkariyamayirunnu; mone avalkku orikkal abhadham pattiyathanu; urukku vaidhyar undayirunnathinal maanam pokathe rakhshpettu; ini ninghal sukhicho, ennal kuzhappam onnum pattathe nokkiyal mathi, avalkku oru aalochana vannittundu, odthal audutha massam nadathanam; athuvareyum mone onnu srathikkanam; ithruu apekhsha yannu; sukham kittiyal avalkku pinne kaamapranthannu, oru bhodhavum undakilla athanu monedu parajhathu. Eppol venamenghilum mone entaduthu poru, monte ishtam pole sukhippichu tharaam, entha pore; nammalude bhandham pillar ariyenda; anthinum vazhi undakkam. Jhan parajhu chedathi ini kunjhi ye onnum olikkan nokkenda; avalanu innu enne cheduthyude aduthekku parajhayachathu thanne; jhan avide thirichu chennale aval inghottu varu; athe pole urukku vaidhyar sithrammai ammakkum adichu polichu urukki thrunna kariyavum; ambakku valippa mulla kunna yedulla thalpariyavum aarthiyum avalkkariyam. Anghane oronnum parajhu parajhu randallum autha roudilekku kadannirunnu; oru puthiya style parishichu; (valiya thuranna poorulla shtree kalkku success aakunna style annithu). Europpukalil cheyunna thupole shtree yude yum purushante yum uyaram orupole adjust chethu, shtree poora naghnnayayi fhithiyil chaari steady aayi nilkkuka, hip alpam loosakkuka (kooduthal balam pidi kathirikkuka); purshan kulachu nilkhunna valiya kunna kayileduthu pidichu kondu, roominte maruvasathu ninnum oadi vannu kai kondu kunna ye poorinu levil pidichu ottamuttanu, thuranna pooril ethra valiya kunna aayallum thurannu kayarikolum; orikkal sari aayilla enghil veendum veendhum oadi vannu adichu kettanam; orikkal akathayal ferthil cherthu nirthi mathi varuvollam adichu polikkam; yi style valare success ayi jhanghal anubhavichu; cheduthi yude parapoor aayirunnu onnamathe advantage; ellam kazhujhu, randallum santhosha mai veendum avasaram pole sandhikkamenna urappil thalkalathekku pirinjhu. Tharam pole, ippozhum Kunjhi yude local Radio tunene cheithu kodukkunnund. (E-mail “jesolal @yahoo.co.in”)
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