Stuffed Full

This just happened and I had to share it. Although I’m still debating the repeat performance.

The man I’m dating seems fairly new to sex but fortunately for me is wonderfully curious. He made me an extravagant dinner, sat through a very girly movie, and cuddled with me without complaining the whole time. I drank a bit of wine during the show (oops!) so I was more than willing when he gently led me to the bedroom. We fooled around for a while and I told him that he had been so good I would let him do whatever he wanted to me. John (btw – I’ll call him John as I write this) is a safe guy so I knew he had no dangerous fans so I it was a safe offer. He promptly asked if he could tie me up. Being bound doesn’t actually do much for me but I agreed so I asked how he wanted me. John used some of my silk scarfs and tied my wrists to my thighs, had me lean over a big pile of pillows, and then tied my shoulders to the bedframe. I couldn't move much and not being able to see behind me (and he was totally behind me because my backside was completely in the air and exposed) had me a bit worried. He calmed me down though by running through some of my favorite tricks – rubbing, sucking, some licking…you know.

After a few minutes John pulled out the lube (Astroglide rocks!) and poured some on the small of my back. He rubbed it all over my ass making sure to coat my koochi and rosebud until they dripped. Maybe he thought I didn’t know what he wanted? When John thought I was ready he pushed his dick against my ass and slowly started to work it in. I’ve seen some action in my time and was turned on so without much effort he slowly slip into me. I love the stretchy feeling of the first insertion! Once he had hit bottom, so to speak, he slowly withdraw all the way, then slowly back in. He had the hang of it and picked up the pace very quickly. I tried to milk him as best I could becauseat that point I was definitely ready to have an orgasm. But it took him forever to cum and I was starting to get pretty sore by the time he was done. At least he did it deep in my ass where it wouldn’t leak out.

I was about ready to be untied but John said we weren’t quite done. I protested but he said “just a little longer”. Yeah… He takes the lube out again and pours some directly into my butt. Then he starts to slide two fingers back and forth on the lip of my ass making sure I’m really loose. Two fingers quickly became three and three quickly became 4. In and out, back and forth. Yet he did it so gently (or was I just so willing?) I had no idea how loose he had made me. I felt a few moments of pressure and suddenly my vision shrunk to pinpoints and my heart left into my throat. There was no doubt his entire hand had just slip inside my ass. I could barely breath and barely talk. I thrashed a bit so he knew I needed to be untiedand he let one arm loose. I quickly felt around behind me and I felt John’s arm and my ass and that was it! Inside me I could feel every minute flex that his hand made. I squeaked out to him not to move his hand. Oh God it hurt but at the same time it felt so amazingly good. I wanted to tell him to pull it out and push it back in but I knew there was no way I could handle that. I told him to SLOWLY pull his hand out a bit and rotate it. My ass screamed at me and I started rubbing my clip as hard as I could. Almost instantly I had an orgasm but it wasn’t nearly as intense as a regular one. I think I was just over-loaded by my backside because, while I’ve been stretched out before, I had never felt anything like a whole hand inside me before. I couldn’t take it longer so I asked John to carefully slide his hand out as gently as he could. And thankfully it came out without any more pain. But God my ass was ruined. It took a good while before it would evenclose up all the way let alone go back to normal.

When John came out of the bathroom he was shocked that there was blood on his hand. I’ve experienced a little bit of blood from ass-play before but that worried me. A few days have passed and I’m back to normal, inside and out. I desperately want that feeling again but it’s a bit scary to think I may have ripped something. Comments on all of this are always appreciated!

Love always,
ixi